My Worst Career Move: An Excerpt from “An Honest Living”

Amid a history of poor career choices, none was more damaging than this.

What follows is an excerpt from my new book, An Honest Living:  A Memoir of Peculiar Itineraries.  Told primarily from behind the wheel of a school bus—a vantage point from which I explore social anxiety, suburban architecture, political alienation, racial oppression, working-class solidarity, professional malfeasance, and the joy of chauffeuring children to and from school—An Honest Living describes a decade of turbulent post-professorial life and my recent return to the lectern.  The book is available here and here

With friends it’s fine to act like a fool.  Professional spaces are more tenuous.  Don’t get me wrong, you’re definitely allowed to act like a fool in professional spaces, but the foolishness needs to comply with a certain etiquette.  Ghosting colleagues and skipping social functions to smoke weed are a no-no.  The professionals prefer foolishness of a loutish or belligerent variety, not the kind that makes life more peaceful. 

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The Customs of Obedience in Academe

A longform reflection on the interplay between obedience and disobedience in the modern corporate university.

I once had an acquaintance who nearly rose to the level of friend.  Before forming a personal relationship, we had known of each other for many years and had even met on one occasion, quite by chance, outside of an ice cream shop in Ramallah.  We were young then, both in graduate school, both figuring out what it meant for us, born in the United States, to be Palestinian.  We chatted with a mutual friend serving as mediator and then went our separate ways, aware of each other’s existence in subsequent years through a tight-knit but complicated network of Arab Americans. 

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